things are really not right..

I wish i was numb again. I don't wanna feel anything for someone, don't expect anything and not to assume to be loved.


I was wrong when i think that i cannot like someone again. I was wrong when i say i can't move on. I was wrong. I was definitely wrong. 


haaaaaaaaayy. Another guy came, weird huh?. We are not really close, we became friends for a short time. Weird is, i don't know what he's up to. He send messages and text, he drops by on my station everytime, we talk, he told things that he is not supposed to, he looks at me.


Here i am again, falling, waaaaaaaaaaaah i'm not afraid to fall inlove, i'm just afraid that those things will happen again, that another guy will not love me back again. I'm just afraid of hurting.. too afraid..


Lord, less heartache please?. Thanks..


weird. this is not right..