Blessed with a prayer..

I'm so blessed and thankful to have someone that accepts my flaws and insecurities. A person that accepts who i am and trust me.

TRUST. It's really hard for me not to trust him. He hasn't regain it yet.

I'm tired of searching how to hack his fb account. I overthink everytime. It's hard to trust again someone that's not been loyal/faithful with you from the start.

Tapos aalis pa ko. Pano na? Pano na talaga? hindi ko na siya mababantayan. Lalo lang ako magdududa. 

Nakakatakot. Parang ayoko nang umalis kasi baka un ung maging dahilan ng paghihiwalay namin. Nakakatakot.

Ayoko na ng iba. Ayoko na magsimula ulit ng relasyon. Nakakapagod lang. 

Hoping I can deal with this feelings without him noticing. I hope nalang ba maging maayos and faithful nalang siya. Pagpray nalang natin para mas sure diba? hehe :)