3rd chance?.possible?

US:

he get my number from randy, checked at my locked station just to get my name, text me, add me on facebook, chat, commented and liked each other statuses, care for each other, call one another, ask me out-agreed, ask if we can hold hands-agreed, go out again, spend a night together, he been cold-apologize-accepted and told him that I WILL BE ALWAYS HERE FOR HIM, go out again together, ask if he like me, he said 'OO NAMAN', ask if he loved me, he said 'I'M ALMOST THERE', said I LOVE YOU after a few days and say GOODBYE cause i want a relationship that he could not give, so I LEFT ( a damn decision)- REJECTED once, no talks, no texts, until i decided to be inked, he message me na dun nalang sa artist nia-agreed, we meet again, talked again, get inked, hold hands again, care for each other again, he text again - replied, i said 'I LOVE YOU' again for the 2nd time - REJECTED twice.

is there any 3rd chances?. promise i will not do the same mistakes again, i just wanna be with him, and him to be with me TOTALLY. 

i just keep thinking why do i need to do the same mistakes over and over and over and over again.

and i just keep thinking as well, panu kaya kung nung 2nd chance ko, i didn't say na mahal ko ulit siya?. ano na kaya kame ngaun?.

ang BITTER ko. DAMN

and yes, I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU  until now although for some persons is thinking that i'm being TAKEN FOR GRANTED.

DAMN.decision