despair

KANINA:

I've decided to definitely close my heart.. YES closing it for NEW LOVE OPPORTUNITIES.

WHY?

i want to move on, but there's a part on me that keeps holding on. TECHNICALLY, Yes we do not owe any relationship, but in my heart? we're more than that. ASSURANCE nalang ung kulang e, COMMITMENT, at dati, halos kame na din kasi..POSITIVE answer nia n lang kasi ung KULANG.

I'm selfish.  I know there's a lot of persons who appreciate me, who wanna love me, who wants to help me move on, who wants to comfort me..those persons na ndi ko maapreciate kasi nakaCENTER ung lahat ng ATENSYON KO SA KANYA..at nakacenter din nman ung atensyon nia sa iba..

isn't that awful?

i just wanna be loved by the person i love. siya pa rin kasi talaga e. 

CLOSING MY HEART.

ang panget naman kasi kung ioopen mu ung heart mu sa iba kung alam mu nman sa sarili mu na di mu naman tlga kaya db? kasi siya pa rin ung laman ng puso't isip mo..pde nmang magmove on muna at kung fully healed ka na, saka ka na magmahal ulit..

MAHIRAP KC UN, sira n nga ung puso mu, sisirain mu pa lalo :D

i decided to let it heal first. I don't know how long will this take. i don't know. 

and now?

HINDI AKO MASAYA, hindi tlaga..

I really miss the guy with the CURLY HAIR. :')

crying.in.despair.

12:14 PM