that moment..

that moment when you saw the only guy that that you love until now, it's feels good on the outside, but it's killing me inside. It's like seeing the one that you lost, the only guy that you're longing for so long, the only guy that you've been longing to hold. I don't know what to feel. Mixed emotions--happy, sad, wanna cry, but i just want others to see that i'm fine, that there's nothing wrong--pretending..

78680.) I still love you. And i know you don't care about me anymore, but I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I can pretend I'm over it to everyone else, say I'm better off without you, but at the end of the day, I crawl into bed utterly alone and realize that i'm not over you. Maybe,        

I'LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.